It's amazing how circumstances change you though
My last 4 or 5 months have been so horrible that I've actually turned to praying most nights before trying to sleep
I am the biggest atheist going, but for some reason find comfort in praying for help
Death is something that doesn't scare me, as I truly believe in some form of afterlife. What that involves exactly I'm not too sure but I would guess at being able to watch over people you loved and cared about when you were alive to help them with their lives
As for the universe, pfft where do you start?! I'm nearly convinced that there are parallel universe's, one for each and every existence imaginable. Like there are millions of trials and tests run for medical research, and sometimes only a few results are positive, I believe our universe is one of the positive results where all of the conditions were absolutely perfect for life to form and evolve how it has